WHY AREN'T YOU SORRY?

Your hands were on me,
Even with the turtleneck covering my head
You dreamed about me,
When I was jailbait
You touched me when she was showering,
Why arent you sorry?
And I dont mean those crocodile tears
You called remorse
You shed to keep me silent
And I dont mean those apologies
You gave when I caught your lies
You are sorry to keep me silent
But you were never sorry enough to be honest
Never sorry enough to get help
Never sorry enough to quit
You knew that my virginity was my only possession
You had no right to it
I never gave it to you
But you believed that in your divorce
You could hurt me
You said you were hurting and angry
But you did not stop to think where you would leave me
Why arent you sorry?
I am
June 2001